Hello.

Just another day wondering.

As we grow older, we learn a lot. Whether you want to or not, you learn. Some say they hate learning, like going to school, but do you know that you re actually learning wherever you are, not just school. You re learning when you re doing nothing at home. You re learning when you talk to your friends. You re learning when your parents nag at you. You re learning even when you re just strolling alone on the street. You may even be learning in your sleep, in your dreams.

Cause, I am.

That s when you wish that you know nothing, you wish that you could always be the little crying baby when you were first born.

But again, do you know that when you were first born, you actually know something. You know you re hungry, you know you re tired, and that s why you cry. You knew that crying was the only way to get what you want then, and that s why you did.

Now another thing came to my mind. Why crying is what all babies does when they have to get out of their mommy s tummy? Is it because they cant bear to leave their mommy s tummy? Is it because they knew that it s time for them to face the real world? Or is it because that s the only way for them to express themselves, saying hello to everyone who s there waiting for their arrival? Then I learn that, not all babies cry with their first breath after being born. They cry because they are bruised and sore from the trauma of birth, or to check their ability to adapt and transition normally to life outside the uterus, and again they knew something, that s why they did, right?

Since the day we were created by the combination of our daddy s sperm, and mommy s egg, till the very day today, we re learning, and it will never stop. We hate to learn because sometimes looking for answers to the questions we already have, leads us to more questions, and sometimes we re better off not knowing.

But still, we have to face it, learning every single thing, whether you want to or not, and getting all the answers, whether it kills you or not. The only thing we could do is, accept it and move on.

Sunday, when the thoughts starts to wonder.

x.