Hello.

You just like the idea of me. You like the person I present myself under circumstances that I can control. I choose what I say and how I say things. It s like being attracted to a fictional character in a book. They are scripted and made up. If you think about it, through writings, we all script and make ourselves up. I dont share the person I become when I am upset. I dont show you how I look like when I sleep. I dont tell you about all the times Ive made someone cry. All the guilty things Ive done and the bad thoughts Ive had.

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