Everyone was kind of high even before their drink, esp. my dearest girlf; Sab;) The innocent me wanted to disturb le BBCF Vance by sending an sms saying "Vance y u so fierce?" after he "shouted" at me due to the noisy background turned out to be a sabo! Epic. Didn't know that there wasn't much dedications that day, hence my msg appeared instantly right after I sent.. and Allie read it out and they started asking, "Who's Vance? Where's the angry Vance?" lol, and the unimates pointed him out except me. I was mad guilty I swear! I didn't mean to sabo him..... but I kind of did it, lol! I was praying real hard that he won't mention me at all on stage, and yea.. he didn't. He was asked to sing, and he did it tog w Allie and the band:) Good job, I must say!
While he was up on stage singing~ someone came down for a drink..... Merv>.< and that's how I was being spotted. When it was about to end, the guilty me thought ".. phewww*, it has all ended", and the next second, I heard Merv's voice and I thought to myself again, "I'm so dead!" lol. He was like "I just realised that Vance is actually Jade's friend, and she's sitting at the table, and since she's always here why not we invite her up on the stage?" (something like that) and the BBCF added on; "Yes, I think we should, since she was the one who sabo-ed me!" lol! That's it..... I feel like running to the toilet that moment, hahahah. Forcing BBCF to accompany me while Alex and the rest were on stage giving ideas of how to pull me up w my tiny size, and then even Alfe came down for me. "Come come come, you go up whack the verse and chorus of GDTGDD, very simple one~".. my mind literally went blank. It was all too sudden, and I was rly scared that I would embarrass myself.
I went up, feeling rly scared and worried. Sitting on the throne, telling Allie; "I don't know when to go in, how?" All she said was; "Never mind, JUST WHACK!" hahahahahah, somehow she gave me the confident to do it. Looking at the band, listening to the tempo, and I joined in. I can't rly see the audience at all, so it wasn't that bad. The beat I played was not constant..... to me, it was horrible! I was so scared that I feel that the crash was so faraway from my reach, and my ears was kind of blocked, and I can't rly hear how everything sounds together so I JUST WHACK, lol.
It was too sudden and unexpected, and no matter how horrible it was, I was happy (read on and you'll know why).
I'm gona repeat this to the whole world; It's my greatest pleasure to be whacking on stage w GroundZero and Alfe at the side watching over me! Although it was mad horrible, but it was the best feeling ever~ this is my first time whacking on stage, and it also means that I've dedicated my first time whacking on stage to Switch by Timbre w GroundZero♡ How fortunate can I be? Zillion thank you to this impromptu "sabo"/ opportunity. It rly feels like a dream. I smiled to sleep, and woke up smiling again:) Hahahah, sounds like a retard, but yeaaa~ that was rly how happy I was! It wasn't a dream, but a dream come true. I know right, you guys must be thinking; "Which retard would be so happy being sabo?" lol. Yes, I was scared, and if you know me well enough, you'll know that I srsly hate being on stage. I hate standing right in front of audiences, I hate being in the limelight and I hate being the center of attention. Reason being, I have stage fright. What I was rly happy about , I kind of conquered my stage fright for that few mins, and I'm actually "performing" for once(it may not even be considered as performing, but at least I'm up on the stage, on the drums, and of course, with audiences down the stage) and most of all it's with GroundZero;)
After everything, Holly and Christina had to rush off. So we took a picture together and they went off. The rest of us was getting high ourselves outside Switch, rly high..... and I don't even know why, hahahah! I was feeling rly warm and my face was pretty red, heheheh:D I no longer like drinking and turning red like I used to, but I promised them that I would drink w them that night:) Thanks for the company while I wait for the band~ I'm always the burden who love calling others burden, lol. Well, won't be seeing Holly Christina Huilin in our class the following trimesters alr:( I'll miss the three of you, loves! Yep, and may Sabrina have a safe and wonderful trip back to Penang. Come back soon my dear♡ and not forgetting about Crystal, you're always missing when we're out having fun! Make sure that you'll be there for the next one, so that it'll be a full force one:)
Lovely unimates I have.
Yep, she made a wish on 14 January 13, and 3 months ltr(yesterday) it came true just like that. This is my first wish in my 22 yrs of life that came true:) I'm fortunate, I rly am.
Something that I have been wanting to do(perform on stage), and I've got no confident to, knowing that I'm still not up to standard at all. But I did it, lousily, yet happily. Fcuk care the horribleness and the embarrassment alr, I can die w/o regret alr! Lol, kidding~ heheheh. But once again, she conquered her stage fright.
Didn't managed to catch all of them, but still thank you; Merv Alex Alfe Leon Allie and Benny♡ It was not just my first time whacking on stage, it was also my first time whacking w a band:')
(Anyw, the picture doesn't look very nice~ as in I don't rly like how I look in the picture, but it's okay. Cause we look better in person, heheheh!)
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